Hey Spunkalunk,
He's 40, I'm 35. I'm from the United States and he lives here too--he's been living here for about 18 years.
He has been mentioning marriage and children with me since the beginning of our relationship, which was something I really wanted to hear. Now I'm not so sure. I'm very confused right now.
Can you give me links to some of the articles you're talking about? I've read the one about men joining clubs to learn how to be better partners and companions to their wives, but not much else except weird things like how men practice being good lovers with online computer-generated women, or how they like these realistic life-sized anatomically correct female dolls. But that doesn't give me practical information, it's more of an "OMG, really?!" type of thing.
It's also hard for me to describe what bothers me and I don't want to come across as slamming J-men. But, here are some things that come to mind. I'll try to be brief:
1. Like you said, aloofness. That is unless he's feeling frisky, and then he'll be so adoring and close and loving. But otherwise he almost never gives me nice warm hugs or holds my hand or tells me I look pretty. 2. Passiveness - he frequently talks about marrying me and having children with me, but hasn't done anything to cement that. 3. Selfishness - work & hobbies are first and second priorities in his life, I come after that. If we make plans together and he breaks them by sleeping late, for instance, he will say it's because he feels like we're close enough that he can cut himself some slack with me. 4. Complains a lot - especially about living in the U.S., stupidity of American people, "low quality" of American women in general, etc. 5. Indecisiveness - he is completely unable to plan anything, although that might be an Asperger's thing (executive dysfunction). As an example: he wants to get married, but doesn't want to get engaged till I meet his family in Japan, but we can't go to Japan because he needs to use that time to go to Canada to look for jobs, but he hasn't applied for jobs in Canada yet because he's working on finishing some projects for his resume, but those projects never get finished because he doesn't have enough time or resources to work on them, and he would marry me right now if he didn't have obligations to take care of his family, but he can't take care of his family until he gets a job in Canada and can move them there... 6. Controlling.
I would love some opinions on whether these are typical of J-men or not.
I have no doubt that my boyfriend really loves me and cares for me very deeply. And I love and care for him very deeply too. However, I am at the age where I know that sometimes love isn't always enough, and I need to know how to evaluate what's happening between us.
Please know that I am not a mean and critical person, I am a good and loving and thoughtful, affectionate person. I give him lots of freedom to do what he needs to take care of his soul, because I need the freedom to do that too.
When I began to suspect he has Asperger's, I started reading forums like this and was amazed at how exactly my experience corresponded with other partners of Aspies. It was like a huge burden had been lifted from me because I could look at the things he did and not take them personally anymore because I had some understanding. That's kind of what I'm hoping for here in learning more about what J-men are like in relationships, in general. I can't find specific info anywhere.
Thanks a bunch, JLo
The first 5-6 months of our relationship were so different than they are now. If I'd known how much things would change, I might have been more wary about becoming so attached.
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