To BernieHoff (Original Poster) ---
I know this thread is a month old, but I hope you will be able to see this somehow. I'm not sure how old you are, but I can tell by some of the replies here that many are not quite under the same mindset, leading me to believe they may be quite a bit younger than you or even myself. A few details about me: I am an American male in a 3.5 year relationship with a Japanese woman, and I have studied - formally and informally - the Japanese culture and people, as well as language and body language. However, despite any knowledge I might have attained thus far, I am still in the same boat as you. Ironically, the reason I am even HERE on this thread is because I was having this same "issue", if you can call it that, with my partner as well, and searched google to learn more about Japanese relationships! Almost funny, isn't it?
Like you, some of the basic knowledge has already been discussed between us, such as how saying "I love you" is so much more rare for Japanese people, and if you say it too much (which, "too much" to them is considered normal to us), it loses its meaning, in their opinion. This type of conversation you probably had early on in the beginning of the relationship, I'd guess. And, since you continued the relationship, it's probably safe to assume you were fine with the outcome of the conversation, as was I. However, it doesn't really stop there, and I am finding this out myself, even after 3 1/2 years of dating this woman. Of course you will find people who vary from the majority in any country, but in general, Japanese people simply do not show their affection with the same frequency, nor even the same manner, as we do here in the U.S. It simply is not true - they don't - they just don't. Anyone claiming BernieHoff's post is irrelevant to culture and instead he is just "clingy" or "needy", I am sorry, but you couldn't be farther from the truth, and you need to go research some more and, if at all possible, LIVE the experience yourself, for an extended period of time. I understand this is quite impossible for most people here, but please do not insult him with your blatant ignorance. It is distasteful and ridiculous.
I understand and share your frustration, BernieHoff. I am going through the same exact thing. I know she loves me, but sometimes, honestly, it feels like I am a lot more into her than she is into me. And that's a tough feeling to just "get over" for me. As an American male in my age group, honestly, I am just all about equality in a relationship - so if it feels like things aren't quite balanced between she and I, well, it doesn't feel right to me, and if it persists long enough, it really starts to bother me and I no longer feel comfortable in our relationship. She is good with the verbal "I love you's", I get plenty of that, but the holding hands area and other forms of physical affection (besides the private bedroom, everything's amazing behind closed doors) sometimes just don't feel right to me. It's tough, but I am realizing that she is expressing her affection towards me using other methods that, frankly, I would never have even thought of (explained further down).
Now, fortunately for me - and forgive me for bragging here, but - I happen to have somehow snagged the greatest woman in the universe. She is willing to listen and understand anything I throw at her. In fact, she told me that it was difficult, during the first year of our relationship, to put forth the effort to say things like "I love you" as often as I did. These days, she has told me that she actually has gotten so used to it, that she rather enjoys it, and would miss it if we stopped. She is a wonderful woman who will truly listen to me, and I hope that, if you are still with yours, she will do the same for you.
Something you - or any American male having this "issue" while dating a Japanese female - should read and really understand:
I hope you like food. Japanese women take a lot of pride in the food they prepare for you - not only its taste, but its presentation and nutritional factor as well. One of the biggest ways my lady will show her affection for me is by creating me a bento box to take with me as I leave for work, or for anywhere really. As someone who has always kind of had the opinion of, "It's just food to me", this has taken me a LONG time to fully understand that she is showing her love and affection for me in this manner, rather than just simply being sweet and giving me some food to take with me. It is actually much more than that, to her. I just didn't realize it - do not make the same mistake I did! This will save you a lot of time and effort.
Generally speaking, many Japanese are just not comfortable with showing affection in public. Sure, this is changing now with the younger generations, but if you want to have a higher chance of getting a Japanese person to hold hands with you while you walk somewhere in Japan, Tokyo is still the main place to give it a shot at, due to its high percentage of foreigners, and being slightly more open-minded towards "different" ways of thinking, again due to the whole foreign thing. My point is, if you are dating a Japanese in the U.S who hasn't been here but a couple of years, they may not be 100% comfortable with PDA still. In fact, it sounds like forever, but I'd wager most Japanese wouldn't be 100% comfortable with PDA until they live here for at least 5 years or more. This is just an arbitrary number I am using to estimate through my opinion on the matter, nothing scientific at all. The point is, while this is something totally, completely natural and normal to us here, it simply is NOT over there, which is where they have grown up - and you will just have to keep an open mind and keep the communication going, with small baby steps.
Now - Sleeping arrangements - The fact of the matter is, in Japan, most married couples sleep in the same room, but in separate beds. It's the norm there - to us here, that would be considered odd or strange, or even imply that something was wrong with their marriage/relationship. If your Japanese partner is showing subtle signs that they would like this type of sleeping arrangement, it's up to you how you handle it, I guess. You could try going the route of explaining to her that you are uncomfortable with those sleeping arrangements, and that in America we don't do it that way, and you need the closeness, but in the end its best to just pick your own battles...because within an intercultural relationship, as I'm sure you've already found, there are PLENTY of barriers to happiness - plenty of differences to have disputes over, if you choose to. I suggest asking yourself, "is sleeping next to her in the same bed every night really that important to me? Or is there another difference that is more important to me that I might want to bring up to her?".
As for the "seems bothered when I pay her compliments" thing - yes, I am going through the same thing here buddy. It sounds weird at first, at least it did to me, but this again goes back to just verbal affection. I never really thought of a compliment as being me showing affection, but I guess it kind of is. When I brought this up to her, she tied it into the "I love you" frequency thing. The truth of the matter is, most Japanese couples do not compliment each other nearly as often as we do in the west. And, like you, I've grown up seeing disgruntled women who are unhappy with their male partners because the man NEVER pays her compliments on ANYTHING, and shows almost no interest in her unless he is simply trying to engage in sexual activity with her; so I have shaped myself around "I don't want to be like that" with my female partners. In a normal American relationship with a female, this would probably be working out fantastically for me; with a Japanese relationship - not so much. It doesn't feel nice to them if we do it too much; My partner has even asked me if I am simply giving her "lip service", to my disappointment. And, once again, their "too much" is more like "any normal, regular amount" to us.
The take-away from all of this: Moderation. Simple moderation - of everything: compliments, "I love you's", baby steps of PDA such as hand-holding and hugs, etc. Also, be on the lookout for other ways that your lady might be trying to show you her love and affection, that stray from our usual ways. They are less direct, more indirect. Her food preparation is probably one of the greatest ways she will attempt to show her care for you. And, please, do all the reading you can and ask all the questions about Japanese relationships and culture that you can think of, because, even with all of that knowledge, believe me, you will still be shocked or surprised by something - it's inevitable, and completely normal. Some things in life, we just have to live through to experience. BerniHoff's problems listed here in his original post are indeed cultural - I know from my current experience - but if you can work through them - the reward will be unimaginably amazing. :-)
I know this has been a very long reply, but I feel that it's an important one, even if BernieHoff never reads it - hopefully it will be read and considered helpful by a fellow American man needing some advice in this area in the future.
Thank you.
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