Hi Folks :)
I though i should post this here and perhaps see any good suggestions for our situation. I'd would like to Thank everyone in advance for reading this.
I've been in Japan for almost 10 years now. I am living here through a spouse visa. My wife is Japanese and we've been married since that time.
My wife's mother was the guarantor for my visa and our apartment.
At the current time i am the only one with an income source. Our total monthly expenses is close to Yen 400,000. The bulk of this is for rent, taxes, pensions and medical insurance, etc.
Although my wife had employment up until 2013, due to some unfortunate circumstances lasting a few months at the place she worked at, i advised her to quit at that time. Perhaps a big mistake on my part. She was earning about Yen 100,000 a month before taxes.
I am self employed and my source of income is through freelance web design and stuff like that.
We've been able to pull through since 2006, and somehow we have managed to survive and pay for all our expenses and save some in the process, and i was lucky enough to generate some good income from 2009 up to the end of 2015.
2015 ended up being a terrible year as i could not get my income back up again. All of last year we were losing about Yen 150,000 each month from our savings. Unfortunately i have not been able to recover and turn my income upwards.
We have a Yen 1000 a day budget for food which includes both my wife and i. Our rent is about Yen 60,000 a month. Water, gas and other utility bills are about Yen Yen 30,000 a month.
The rest is paid to compulsory pension payments, medical insurance and all the taxes. My wife takes a super low Yen 10,000 month allowance. I don't take an allowance.
I work from home in my room right beside where i sleep.
My wife does not want to live in the country where I'm from. By the way with even our low current income, we would be cash positive back home because the cost of living and currency exchange rates would work to our advantage ( I get paid in US dollars ).
During these years my wife and i have had a lot of disputes and arguments over money. She has controlled the books since the time i arrived. She is a honest and decent person, it's just that we have major differences in how to handle and use money. We fight and argue a lot, and almost always it's about money.
To give you an example of how unclear things are, i though we had about Yen 4,000,000 of extra savings back this January according to what she told me at that time. Yesterday as she showed me the books and expenses, our savings was down to Yen 2,500,000. And this does not include my current income of about Yen 200,000 a month. I guess i heard wrong!
Some important things in my life like finances have become very ambiguous since i arrived in Japan. It's just the way things are in our marriage, and i don't agree with being ambiguous about money.
The rapid drain on our savings is now starting to take a toll on our relationship. I feel a lot of stress. I can also see it on her face as well. I don't think i can cut anymore costs because she handles the books. I'm a bit powerless right now.
And in the mean time i estimate if i don't turn things around within a few months, we will be in a very bad situation close to eviction.
To be honest i am not very worried about myself. I am more concerned about my wife. I can live cheap and scale all my costs to get back up. But i can't do this with my wife.
Because I cannot guarantee my income will increase anytime soon. I came up with these 3 options and 2 of them are now out of the question.
1. Move to my home country . We would immediately be cash positive again. My wife does not agree with this. She likes to live in Japan. ( even for 1 or 2 years back home she disagrees). That's fine i respect that and i can't force anyone to go somewhere against their will.
2. I cancel my resident visa cutting off all my tax and pension payments. Move back home and work alone from there for a year or so. I would take very limited funds like Yen 200,000 with me and survive bare bones style until i get something working again and re-apply for Japan.
At the same time my wife considers moving in with her Mother ( who lives just 2 blocks away, and if her Mother agrees ). Her Mother has her own large home.
I told my wife she could pay her Mother some rent, and for food and other expenses, etc. and she'll still be able to survive and be cash positive because my current Yen 150,000 ~ Yen 200,000 income will help her cover all that - and the savings won't really need to be touched so there would be some cushion for her.
My wife disagrees with this idea as well because she says it will be bringing some "shame" to her Mother and the neighbours will look down upon them. Hmm...
3. Same as option 2 except she continues to live in this apartment we are in now and i go back home myself cutting all my Japan based expenses.
About me. I am from the Southeast Asia. I did not complete elementary School so i have no qualifications. I worked my way through life with all sorts of odd jobs to get through.
I know what it feels like to be homeless. My family and i back home have been homeless several times during the 90's. That fear which i had a long time ago is slowly creeping back into my life. I know i will never be able to rid this fear until i become financially independent on my own.
I was fortunate enough to make it to Japan and somehow pull through and survive with my wife these past 10 years. She is a wonderful lady and human being.
We are just very different people when comes to money and i believe what is happening now is the result of our differences.
Thank you everyone for your suggestions.
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