The previous posters have given very good advise.
I might start with why old, older people like to give advice. Advise is knowledge one has gained through experience, the school of hard knocks. People like to give to others, and advice may have cost the giver dearly to begin with, but does not cost to share. And if it benefits a nice person or family member then the giver feels good. I might add collage education is much cheaper than the school of hard knocks.
First I would like to state gBen there, done thath. The difference is my wife is 1 year younger than myself. If you decide to live in Japan you should know yourself. By that I mean you will be really be close to neighbors and her family. Sometimes family and friends would come over, and if we were not home, they would come in and watch TV until we arrived home. You must keep music, and the TV turned down so not to bother the neighbors. Little kids would occasionally play on my old car. It ran but the kids and parents knew it was a clunker. I could not say anything so to be polite. The closeness is more than most Americans can take. Do you like to work with your hands? In America, I built my own home, barns, etc. did all wiring, plumbing, linoleum, tile, etc. I had a farm, where I repaired all my own machinery, rebuilt engines, welded trailers, and repairs. I heated with firewood, which I cut. In Japan if you need carpentry done you hire a carpenter. If you need your car repaired you hire a mechanic, etc. You have a job, which you do. You may have one small hobby like collecting coins, sewing, etc. but nothing major. Do you like Enka, or jpop? The music and TV are different. Do you like to hunt and fish, which there is little in Japan. You have some advantages being 21. One being you can learn the Japanese language easier. It is almost impossible to learn a foreign language when you get older. It is very important to your happiness to learn the language. You also have time to get a collage education. Maybe a two-year degree would suffice. I was unable to get a job in Japan due to lack of collage, so I had to bring my wife back to the US so I could get a good job. I believe, and my family has always believed a man should support his family. The woman should not have to work if she has children. Housework and kids are a very big full time job.
It would benefit you to take a 30 day leave, if you can, and go there and stay with her family to see what it may be like to live there.
I know that time is every ones enemy. I am sure she wants a family, and now. She is 32 and time is running out for her. But you have an obligation to yourself and her to make the correct choices. I wish you well.
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